back!

it's been a while since i updated my blog..
so there's preety much loads of things to talk abt.


'firstly, i learned not to trust anyone.
secondly, i found out that u can treat someone like a sister for a minute and hate her the next.
thirdly, i understand that i haf nothing to lose without her. =)'


This conflict we had is a lil complicated so i'm not gonna let everything out here.
Lets just say...I have sth against this gurl
nobody reallie likes her anyway..so its not a big deal.
They just dont wanna offend her so they pretended to be supportive and stuff. But unfortunately, this gurl would never find that out.
she's just too blind to her surroundings
Her remarks abt my looks and the way I mingle around is unnecessary. (jealous much huh?)
Cos everyone knows her attitude. 
She just wants attention. Awhhss..how cute..
eww
anyways..these are the remarks i got from others:


1) Her handphone ringtone and message tone is hillarious. and its not even a compliment.
2) She just loveee to act all cute and cuddly. eww. disgusting much.
3) She looks like a maid.
4) Childish
5) She get all 'gatal-ish' when there's guys around.


There's more to it obviously but I'm just lazyy to take note.
U'll just have to see for urself.
<3

Attitude

oh well..wat can i sae. kalo dah degil, degil jugaak..even the teachers admitted tat she's turning from bad to worse. she's at the losing end rite now. she misused the trust given by everyone around her and dissapoint every single one of us. dont come running back to us when u haf no one my dear..cos u kno we're sick and tired of ur attitude. the problem lies within urself and not the people around u. u chose this path. so dont blame everyone else if u realised tat u've made the wrong decision. As a friend, we were trying to help. but wat did we get in return? ur ugly attitude. is tis ur way of showing appreciation? i dunno. speak for urself. i dont give a damn abt u anymore.

she's cunning

very, very cunning

dont be fooled by her.

i've learnt my lesson

and tats all i haf to say

=)

werk!

received a call at 12:26pm from cheers

informing me that i've got the job.

wee~

haf to report to werk on sat at 10am.

hope everything goes well..

=)

bbygurls love!

initially wanted to accompany kak era for her interview earlier tis morn

but then i made up my mind to apply for the job

hehs

next, fetched kak siti at her crib..and off we go to marina!

@ 12:30 had lunch at mac

@ 2:00 camwhored! (our hobby) one out of many things we haf in common. =)

@ 2:50 went to catch a movie!

@ 5:30 movie ended

@ 6:00 reached macpherson and sent kak siti back home

@ 6:45 home sweet home =)

everything went smoothly eventhough it was not planned..

i loooove both my darliings to bits!

they're a part of me...

and as far as i'm concerned, they're honest and trustworthy..

i appreciate every single thing tat they haf done for me.

every small talk and every small gesture.

L.O.V.E~

my years as a sec sch student

Saw Mr Erwin yesterday..
Brings back memories of my sec sch years..
years of being bullied, years of enduring hurt, years of being a loner.
those were wat I felt for the first 3 years..
But as time passes by, we grow into a much mature individual..
learning to treasure watever we haf..
My time as a sec 4 and 5 student were much better..we reallie bonded and get along well.
This was also maybe for the fact tat I don't bear grudges towards them.
During tis period of time was when I met tis particular person who has changed me to become a much better person.
The fact is, there's a whole lot more to talk about.
Wateva it is,
I don't regret or blame anyone for wateva I faced cos these are the things tat made me who I am today.
I learn and understand alot more now.
=)

All Bottled Up.

I've made up my mind tat i'm not gonna treat her the way I used to.

It's the best way to avoid conflicts and misunderstandings..

The biggest mistake I have made so far is trusting her.

cos as far as i kno,

Her mentality is still that of a young child.

This must have something to do with her childhood past time.

But she should kno tat she can't let tat possibly bring her down.

Her over-sensitivity is making me pissed off.

and I'm not the only one tat has been saying tat or feeling tat way.

Try telling her tat and u'll see wat u'll get in return..

I can't do anything abt it so i'll just let my frustrations off here.

and pretend everything's fine when I see her.