when boredom strikes

I have absolutely nothing to do

Hannah is currently busy with her 'happy tree friends' and haziq with his 'eye resting' moment.

Babylove? busy with work as always. Don't wanna bother him.

He'll text me when he's done. (hope so) 

 

So I guess that's about it for today.

Nothing much to talk about.

Love,Love.

Love, Love

Met babylove this morning. Went on a 'mission' to find out the location of Kg Wak Hassan. It was something new for me. I was anxious, afraid and curious at the same time.

We had quite a hard time having to walk on rocks and boulders.

I held on to dear boyfriend's hand as though I'm holding on to my dear life.

That was when I had this feeling.

I felt so secured.

I felt protected.

Like a little girl holding on to her dad for comfort.

I knew at that point of time he would not want to see me hurt or in danger.

By just a simple date, I learned to trust him more.

Looking at him, it made me realize how much I need him to be with me all the time.

I know he's always there for me.

<3

And, and, and..It feels so, so good knowing that he didn't smoke today. Hehe. Sayang hubby!

A puff a day does not keep the doctor away.

Boyfr will hate this post for sure 

But i'm still gonna talk about it.

Boyfr, as a smoker keeps on telling me 'positive' effects of smoking

Me, as a non-smoker on the other hand keeps informing him about the negative effects of smoking.

Being CREATIVE idiots, we can actually debate about this for hours and hours till one of us gets tired of talking.

I believe I am done stating all the disadvantages of smoking. (eventhough it still doesn't get instill in boyfr's brain.)

So to understand him and to let him know it CAN be done, i'm gonna talk about how to kick the habit. 

The difficulty of quitting:

Nicotine is both a stimulant and depressant. It increases the heart rate and makes one alert. BUT then it'll cause depression and fatigue which causes smokers to crave another cigg.

This can hardly end.

Ways to quit:

Put it in writing. Write down the reasons you wanna quit. Those who write them down are usually more successful than those who don't.

Get support:

People who have friends and family who gives support are more likely to succeed. (I guess there's no point in this. Gave all the support he needs but everything goes down the drain.)

Throw away all your ciggs:

Get rid of ashtray and lighters too.

Wash all your clothes:

Ensure that they don't stink of ciggs.

Physical and Mental effects of withdrawal:

• headaches or stomachaches
• crabbiness, jumpiness or depression
• lack of energy
• dry mouth or sore throat
• desire to pig out

But these symptoms will not last for long. It will pass but do note that you cannot sneak a smoke cos you will have to deal with the symptoms longer.

Keep yourself busy:

Staying active is a good way to make sure you keep your weight down and your energy level up.

Quit Gradually:

Decrease the amount of ciggs you smoke everyday. This may not work for some people so they would have to stop completely at once aka 'cold turkey'.

Use a nicotine replacement if you need to.

There. I'm done. So baby, I never said it's gonna be easy but if not now, when? I've never wanted anyone to quit smoking this much. I love you. :)

5th Monthsary!

I totally forgot that today was our 5th Monthsary. :(

Was a lil dissapointed with myself but there's a perfectly good reason for this. (to me of course)

Reason number 1: I choose not to do those 'countdowns' cos it will seem like a long, long way to go.

Reason number 2: I was so caught up with meeting babylove till i had no idea about our monthsary. Meeting him is like one of the most exciting thing to do. More than the excitement of counting down to our monthsary. 

Don't get me wrong, it still matters. I still look forward to more monthsaries with babylove. I will always remember 19th April 2011. One of the happiest days in my life.

Back then, I was getting tired of being in a relationship. I began to stereotype guys. So close to giving up when he came. He was such a great friend back then (and still is).

He means alot to me from the start and i have to admit, one of the reasons I manage to treat him differently since we were friends is for the fact that he made me feel as though my past didn't exist. He was the one giving me courage to start anew. I fell for him almost instantly. I knew he was different than the guys from my past but I would never thought he would have feelings for me. He was nice. Very nice in fact.

The day he confessed was the day I regain my confidence in relationships. It lasted up till today.

I have to say, he's a great guy. He can make my day just by watching him smile, hearing his laughter and not to forget, the never ending jokes. He listens to my complains and my nagging. He made me realize how fun and meaningful relationships can be. The kind of relationship we have is different than any other. We both know that. 

He may irritate me at times but even so, he's still my sweetheart, my baby, my hubby, my sayang, my darling, my honey, my sugar, my babybotak, my angry bird and my 'HH'. Hehe.

He's my best friend, my brother, my dad, my lover, my everything.

I love him to bits and pieces. <3