Idiaz Response

Dear Sarah Arina,

Idiaz here. I knew how badly you are mentally hurt by my pasts.
I know deep inside your heart, it's killing you.
What can I do?
I don't blame you for feeling these ways.
It's all my faults.
I never thought that things will turn out this way,dear.
It's kind of hurtful for me knowing that you have the mindset that I don't treat you better than her.
Well, I may not treat you better than her but guess what, I love you more than her.
In fact, I met you more already than the total amount I met her in 1 year 4 months. Remember we are only 4 months old.
We always took photos together. every time we met. Unlike my pasts.
I'm serious about our relationship sayang.
I don't want these incident to be the reason for our relationship downfall.
I couldn't possibly change your feelings.
I can only prove to you that nothing else matters to me but our love.
I hate my past that's for sure.
We are here too is because of our past.
I love you the way you are.
I know I am cruel to you.
Imperfect.
Ego at times.
I changed.
I always tried to be the best for you sayang.
In my heart, I deeply know that you are the only girl meant for my life.
I'm sorry for all my bad pasts and behaviour.
My unfair treatments towards you.
I love you more than you could ever imagine.
God knows best.
I wish I could voice out to you to just focus on our future as for me my past are nothing.
A Distant memories...
I'm happy to have you as my girlfriend.
Never feel this much proud to have you as my girl.
Distance seperating us doesn't stop us from meeting always right sayang?
I sometimes feel down and out.
But you were the one lifting me up.
When I'm financially empty, you the one helping me.
Unlike her.
I can proudly says that you have helped me alot than her.
I can proudly say that you have made me more happier than her.
Sarah Arina, Idiaz sayang kamu lah.
Why stress2? Why sad2?
Hubby is here for you.
You deserve every thing of me.
I wish I could hug you right now lend you my shoulder and just give you a kiss.
Our photos aren't just images of us.
It has meaning.
Every smile in the photos, the places we went.
Memories and prove that whenever we are together, we seems happy and enjoyable.
We wants to be the best couple ever.
I am already putting aside my ego...
my bad temperament.
Looking ahead to our future with hopes that happiness awaits us dear.
You and me, forever.
Sarah and Zaidi, Idiaz and Anira, will stay eternity.
I love you so much.
From your one and the last beloved boyfriend you will ever had in your life, MUHAMMAD RUZAIDI
Cheer up baby.
takk cheer up, debik kang aru tahu :)
sorry for everything. I love you, that's the most important thing in my life k?
Assalamualaikum :)