updates

Things have changed alot for me and there are many things in which i didn't get the chance to update on.

So i'm taking the time i have now to update everything.

Firstly, i'm no longer working at cheers. Quitted due to school (will come back to that later)  and currently not planning to take up any part-time jobs. I realized that i lost almost everything i loved as soon as i started working. Lesser family outings, lesser time with friends, lesser time for social networks, lesser time for studies and lesser time for myself. I became so, so stressed up and pimples started popping out. Despite everything,  i think i coped better than i expected.

Coming back to the issue regarding school, I did get the course of my choice. I was so excited i tell ya. It's not easy to get into this particular one. I didn't thought I would graduate from nitec in the first place and I was glad I proved myself wrong.

However, things started to change. I couldn't cope with the pressure and problems I had with my peers. I was on the verge of quitting. Lecturers started calling every now and then. I was very down.

With everything getting out of hand, I turned to boifie. Yes, i'm attached. Attached to Muhammad Ruzaidi. Despite telling myself that i'm tired of being in a relationship. Haha. Expect the unexpected that's what they always say. He has been of great help. Our relationship was on a rocky start due to 'something' or rather 'someone' but proud to say, we pulled through. He's one of the reason i'm happy right now. We have our occasional arguments and i get stressed up at times but it's okay. Everything's worth it.