Sunday, August 29, 2010

sch!!

sch reopens todae
but i'm still in my 'holiday mood'
haha..
slept at 12 yest..and i feel lyke a zombie now
haf to constantly remind myself to pay more attention during lessons and don't be distracted easily
bleh ke tak pon tak tauu..hees~
gonna siap noww
chiow!
:)

Friday, August 27, 2010

at mak's!!

having fun with dear cuzzies rite now
woo!
love them to bits!
tp part yg tk best is when Ali accidentally kicked me
goshhh
my jaw hurts badly and i bit my tongue
:'(
but the touching part was when the cute lil kid apologised
awwhs~
tauu pon takot kene marahh...hmph..
skarg ni i wanna tdo..besok sahur nak mkn nasi minyak.
wee~
nites!

goshhhh

Just came back home...
Accompanied Ila to buy some stuffs at bugis..then head to city hall, geylang, changi airport and east point
Damn tiredd..
Now I'm gonna fetch my sis from tuition and buke ngan dier at p.ris
Blehh pengsan slalu camni
hees~

Thursday, August 26, 2010

To my beloved sister....

Found this from a website..
Very meaningful...

The girl I call sister 
is someone who is there
The girl I call sister
Is someone who always cares
The girl I call sister
Can make me smile
when times are blue
The girl I call sister
Is someone very true
The girl I call sister
By choice, is my Best of Friend
The girl I call sister
Will be there till the end
The girl I call sister
Is the blessing from God above
The girl I call sister
Is the sister that I'll always LOVE~


~ Haidah Nur Hannah & Sarah Arina ~

Thanks :)

Finally, I'm over it!
hahahahaha
I'm a much happier person now
:)
Soo glad everything's over..
Don't haf to carry a whole load of burden anymore
My life is waaaayy better now
For those who were there for me during my difficult times and being a great listener,
Thank you, ILY!!
=D

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

memoriesss

Woke up this morn with a very, very terrible stomach cramp
Had to bear with the pain for abt an hour.gosh..
Cobaan org berpuase..haha
Aniwaes, Found some old picts taken with my 'ex-bestie' (if there's even a term for it)
We're not in contact anymore now..
All bcos of a little misunderstanding between me, her and another good frd of mine, S.
Initially, she wrote a post on her fb acct abt a guy who keeps on asking bout her whereabouts
Later on, a guy wrote tis on her wall: 'Where do u stay? hahaha'
Thinking tat the guy was her frd and wanted to make joke out of it, i 'like' the post
Without even asking for an explanation, she cursed me.
I was like..wtf?!
How was I to kno tat he was 'the' guy?
I decided to ignore her.
About a week later,
'S' called me and asked if i knew a guy named 'Phan' cos he added her on MSN. The freaking guy told her that I gave her email addie.
Again, my reaction was, wtf?! I don't even kno tat guy personally
He's just a random frd on MSN. Even so, I alwaes tied my best to avoid hym..
But after thinking bout it, I think I knew how he'd get her addie..
He may haf looked through my MSN profile and saw 'S's profile and added her
If this is his way to get back at me, he's soo wrong
Bodoh pe jantan.
The following day, my 'ex-bestie' chatted with me on MSN..
She cursed me the whole tyme..
She claimed that S quarreled with her guy bcos of this..
-.-'''
What's the point of the 'delete' button anw?
just delete hym lahh..tsk3
I don't even bother to waste my tyme marah2 dier...
cos bende ni sume mcm merepek sgt2
in fact she made me laugh the whole tyme-not bcos of wat she saed but bcos of the effort she took for such a lil thing tat does not even involve her at all..
and also for the fact tat they trust a guy they knew for a few daes rather than a frd they knew for a few years...
Thanks for helping me realize who's true to me and who's not
I truly appreciate it
=D
hahahaha..

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

:(

Hatred, anger and disappointments...
dunno how i'm suppose to feel and react rite now actuallie
i kno running away from problems is not the best solution
but in this kind of situation, i think it's best to leave everything as it is for now
and try my best to divert my attention on something else
For what I kno, i have nothing to lose..
I have great friends, met amazing ppl and a supportive family
I wouldn't want a single person to ruin everything i own so being selfish is not an option rite now..
haix...
IMY..

Monday, August 23, 2010

new begginings~

There must and alwaes be a new start for everything..
It dosen't matter how old you are or how wise u can be...
The fact is, nobody can run away from it
As for me, though i went through a lot myself, there's still much more to learn
Regrets. I have a few..but there's nothing i can do abt it..
I have to accept everything and learn to understand that everything happens for a reason
As we all know, life is a learning journey and we have to take everything in stride..
All we have to do is to think positive and move on..
What I can say is,
Everyday is a new start so try to make the best out of it.
:)